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I’m glad I don’t have any major mental problems. That would suck.

Anyway, I’m writing my physics paper. As you can tell because I’m posting in my blog. Obvious signs of paper writing: avoidance of paper writing.

It’s funny how stressed I can get, and how snippy I can become, and how frustrating people seem to be during school, and yet I’m still happy. I’m really happy. I’ve noticed myself contemplating everything, trying to reevaluate my life. I’m happy about my friends and my family, and about how there’s nothing majorly wrong with me, physically or mentally. :-) I remember trying to think a few months ago whether I was happy or not, but I couldn’t come up with an answer. But I think I am. Thanks everyone. Ya’ll done good.
I guess I feel a little guilty when I think about it. Like, why do I get to be happy and others seem to be beset with sorrow? Maybe it’s luck, but that only seems like part of it. I know I am lucky for what kind of family I got, but I feel like there’s a bigger part where I know that I really want to be happy. Seems obvious, but some people just seem to gravitate towards misery. They attract it like its what they seek in life.
Either I’m completely wrong, or these people are really messed up. If you ever feel yourself being pulled down by the push of the negative, remember that the lift of the positive is within arms reach. If something makes you feel bad, fix the problem. If you can’t fix it, avoid it. If you can’t avoid it, learn to accept it. Know what you want and change the world into it, and if you can’t change the world, change yourself.

Wow, I sure am preachy.
Hmm, I wonder why that is.
EVERYONE LISTEN TO ME.
I think I have attention issues.

Blag

People read my blog?!

Looool

I’d continue to update it, but I feel as though my life is too uneventful to keep it going.
I could try complaining.

My boss is stupid. I wanted hours forever. I was like, ‘Gimme hours’, and she was like, ‘there are none, lol.’ So last time I worked, she didn’t know that I was available Thursday and Saturday, even though I had told her that I was. So she asked if I wanted to work more, but it was a little late in the semester to start working, especially considering how I’ve got a billion things due and no time to do them. How does she respond to that? She FINALLY gives me hours when at last I don’t want them. So now I work next Thursday, the day before my big physics paper and an algorithms assignment is due. Srsly lame. I suspect that she doesn’t like me and she’s trying to make me quit.
So I stay to spite her.

Like everyone at University, I have a pretty hectic schedule for the next three weeks. I’ve got a project due Monday which I couldn’t start because I couldn’t get the database working at home, two algorithm assignments which honestly take more than 8 hours to complete each, and a 12 page theoretical physics paper on the Big Bang which is not as simple as I though it was going to be, plus Math and Stats homework. Stress feels bad. It’s like my heart is sad.

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